Tuesday 13 November 2012

Tired


I have been so tired recently, hormones/anti-androgens, depression, change of season. I mean who the heck falls asleep after three red bulls.

The evening after putting children to bed was my second shift to get work done but recently I just want to fall asleep.

I hate freelancing, not my long term plan that's for sure. One never knows when an assignment will be postponed. Working so hard to sell ideas to editors. Tired of living in genteel poverty, tired of being lonely.

Would be off to Thailand if the 59 Caddy sold….no deal. 

The last two cars will be appraised this week to give to lawyer for negotiated settlement. 

Sorry for the rant just feeling blue.


A few ups over the last week, met Bobbi and her spouse in person for coffee.

Some young guys in a slammed Civic raced to catch up to the XJ-S (and me I assume LOL) to take photos while we were racing along the highway so if you are reading can I have a copy.

In the middle of a rainstorm  a guy in a modified Ford van cruises up to the Lincoln to give me the thumbs up.

Having just written that I think I am too emotionally invested in my cars…..

Walking Dead is back, the only show I watch on TV.


and some days I feel like this

Hugs,

April




2 comments:

  1. Hey hon,

    Sorry you're feeling blue. Hope it passes soon. This should help:

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hxPonUKFJpg

    Long live the Boss!

    I *love* Social D. On Halloween 1992 I went to a show with the following bill: The Ramones, X, and Social D. Now *that* was a show. :c)

    Feel better!

    Hugs,
    Cass

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  2. Sweetheart, you know you will never be alone, but I do understand the depression and feeling of loneliness, you know you are not alone in that.
    I am always here for you, as you have been, and are for me.

    Illigitimae no carborundum darling!

    Love ya

    Genni xxx

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