Time for some humble bragging, as I think I have mentioned before customers at work have more than a few times asked if I am or more realistically were a model.
doing my best Russian super model selfie pose |
To be serious for a moment I never dreamed that someone would ever say that about me. It was only a few years ago when I hated to look at myself in the mirror and that I feared that transition would be an impossibility, that I was too ugly too male.
The other day I was feeling rather unattractive when one such customer approached me. She said, "you must be a model, you are so tall and thin"......followed by a pregnant pause....then she added "and pretty too".
LOL, she had no idea how close she came to death at that moment. Oh well two out of three ain't bad.
Later in the day a very well dressed and rather handsome man came in. He said that I looked like a Russian super model.
damn, I wish |
Honestly I am often asked if I am Scandinavian, I usually joking reply that yes, I am pure Aryan.
Later in the day I was speaking with my mother about the super model comment and she told me an interesting story. My parents emigrated from the UK to Canada when I was very young. Passage had been booked on the Queen Elizabeth but a strike meant that they sailed on the German liner Bremen.
Not the one sunk in 1941 obviously but rather the post war Bremen, the flagship of the Norddeutscher Lloyd line (North German Lloyd). The Bremen was actually the former French troopship Pasteur that was refitted at great cost in 1957-1959 for sixty-five million DM.
OK sorry for the history detour, I can't resist, back to the story. My pink skin, blonde hair and blue eyes were apparently the subject of much on board appreciation. One German couple took a particular interest remarking that, "I was exactly what Hitler wanted".
Yikes...shades of Boys from Brazil. That reminds me of the Nazi Lebensborn program to promote the breeding of pure Aryan children between SS men and racially pure European women.
cheesy 1961 movie about Lebensorn program |
end note:
The Breman made its last New York run in 1971, after going through a series of owners the proud ship that was first launched in 1939 and took Canadian troops home after the war and French troops to Vietnam sank in the Indian Ocean in 1980 on its way to be broken for scrap in Taiwan. Perhaps a better fate....
Hugs,
April
Hi April, such an uplifting story. It's amazing when people compliment us on our good looks or femininity, of which you have an abundance of both.
ReplyDeleteA true Norse goddess you have become. And it's so interesting to hear of the brushes with historical times, places, and objects that you have experienced.
The next time you are asked about being a Russian super model, try to take a deep breathe to compose yourself. If you can react nonchalantly with "da, konechno" it will definitely make an impression.
Then accept the invitation to dinner at Imperator http://www.blogto.com/restaurants/imperator-toronto
Love you always, -alice
Da, moose and squirrel
ReplyDeleteI understand that a lot of us English do have some viking blood in us, I suspect not me though, my blond comes from a bottle
ReplyDeleteHi April,
ReplyDeletelove your story about the German ocean liner. The name Bremen has a long tradition for the North German Lloyd and it's a positive one.
The remark of the German couple is monstrous.Transwomen so often were victims of the so-called medical or scientific experiments between 1933 and 1945 in Germany.
Fortunately we are post war children and to day if you are trans and want to transition, you can do it. I know there still are a lot of problems for the girls like us, but it' s possible.
You are the best example!
Wish you a model future, why not.
Feli