I wish I could have let all my anger out but I still loved them and could not bring myself to say anything really hurtful. No friends going forward, I am still too weak to see them in any social setting...better out of site and out of mind.
I did in no uncertain terms tell them that they had behaved horribly, cruelly and were the worst sort of coward.
Did my unfortunate history have anything to do with breakup....yes partially
I can't believe how much this toxic relationship damaged my self confidence.
Well it was good to be the normal one in the relationship for a change.
Big thanks to Alice, Cass, Joanne, April and Julie for listening and providing a sympathetic shoulder to cry on.
Music is the best medicine sometimes:
